And fought it off & fought to feel

& in the dreams,
our lives with all hopes fulfilled
of perfection
& smiles & love & peace & joy
& freedom & all that we have in the world
my goodness, i need to get back to reality.
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I've basically slept my life away today, rotting my life into oblivion.
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
Perfection doesn't exist...
I can't forget that forlorn face, feels pinned down in my memory.


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