locked down

Haven't I said how much it irks me to see you 

Or sense that you are anywhere near me

All thanks to you we're all strained

Why did you come in & destroy everything?

I'm so much better off without you

I want us back

All our old good times

With none of you in it

NONE.

You better go away

& I want to scream out loud

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I HATE YOU!

I HATE YOU, STRESS!

Now who do you think it was? But things aren't what they meet the eye.

School was alright, a load more things added on to To-Do list & things-I-should-do to brush up all my Superb grades. 

& stupid me who keeps trying to brighten the atmosphere/reduce the silence/keep everyone cheered in this stressful period, ended up saying the wrong things & getting snapped at in return. This so hurts. Yet faith had taught me to be stronger, plaster a smile move on.

I need some time to straighten things out with myself. 

Its like a hollowed bark.

Perfectly alright on the outside.

I am not emo.

I am just thinking.

Back to copying Econs straight from the screen 'cause I forgot to buy the answers & submission for correction's tomorrow.

Seriously, I don't wish to see you...