NOW READ THIS.

You want to know how I feel?
This is what I feel.

I. FEEL. IRRITATED.
I. FEEL. DISGUSTED.
I. FEEL. DISTURBED.

Look. Haven't I said I do not fancy nonsense.
You think it is a joke.
You think I take it as a joke.
I'm sorry I don't.
It's the last lap of the race.
I'm already behind all of them.
I want to excel.
I need to excel.
You don't know how much emotional distress can cost.
At least to me.
I do not wish to be associated.
Stop pushing me down,
please.

Sigh.

All these may sound silly.
Smirk for all you want...

P.S. My printer is finally working, I did not waste my precious savings.