Y'knowhatmsayin?

It was just a passing remark, yet I thought really hard about it...

A friend told me that he was scared I would just forget him over time.

I didn't know that was the impression that I give people- a 'hi-bye' friend. Not treasuring people who love me. Or even treasuring the wrong group of friends.

& He was feeling exactly the same way I am feeling. Me to him, and them to me. I paralleled many examples across. The way I treat him v.s the way they treat me. I had felt hurt. So I've hurt him as well. Gosh.

Then many many thoughts came to my mind. How about towards God? He loves me so much, yet am I doing the same? How about my leaders, my CG friends who love me as well? My family?

A relationship takes time & effort to build...

With friends, family, work connections, with God.

SY told me yesterday:

Its not the downfall that determines ur outcome, its the way u climb back up. (:

Again another passing remark, but I memorized it hehe.

A strained relationship does the determine how things will turn out. It is how you turn it around.

I know apologies &/or feeling guilty yet doing nothing about it won't work.

I will learn to treasure people who love me. (:

P.S. I took the first step in talking to my mum yesterday. (:

I'm really thankful that I have friends/leaders to guide me along.